2015 is set to be a big year for me. Lots of things are going to be happening that I know I will find difficult but I’m determined to do them.
I’m going to be taking all of my GCSE exams which is going to be a real challenge for me due to my anxiety. It will be very stressful for me and I know I will find it difficult but all GCSEs are a stepping stone to A levels and if I can do this, I can cope with continuing my education. I’m desperate to do well and I have very high expectations of myself so I think with all my efforts put in, I can achieve what I want to achieve.
I’m also going to America! I am absolutely terrified of travelling, however. I hate the idea of being in a foreign country where I can’t just go home. It’s a school trip so I won’t be with my family and I don’t really know what’s going to happen. It’s a big step for me because I’ve never been so far away from home, along with the fact I hate flying!
I may even be moving schools for sixth form which will be very difficult for me to do but, it is probably for the best. I’m going to have to get used to new buildings, new people, new teachers, new subjects and make new friends. However, I think going to a new school would be better for me as I am so unhappy there and with the attitude my school have had to my anxiety (with some exceptions).
So in summary, it is going to be an important year and that is why I need to make this one count. I want to achieve so many things and I am going to have to do many anxiety inducing things that I don’t want to do. 2014 was without a doubt the worst year of my life and I’m determined to make 2015 better. I know it won’t go from the 31st December to the 1st January and I will suddenly be fine, but through the course of the year I want to make improvements in my life.
I know I’m not going to beat anxiety within a year but I want to be on the way there. I want be get back some of the control I have lost to mental illness. I want to get my education back on track. I want to be able to do things that my friends can but I still can’t. I want to make this a self harm free year. I want to make it to the end of 2015.
What do you want to achieve in 2015?
I’m going to be taking all of my GCSE exams which is going to be a real challenge for me due to my anxiety. It will be very stressful for me and I know I will find it difficult but all GCSEs are a stepping stone to A levels and if I can do this, I can cope with continuing my education. I’m desperate to do well and I have very high expectations of myself so I think with all my efforts put in, I can achieve what I want to achieve.
I’m also going to America! I am absolutely terrified of travelling, however. I hate the idea of being in a foreign country where I can’t just go home. It’s a school trip so I won’t be with my family and I don’t really know what’s going to happen. It’s a big step for me because I’ve never been so far away from home, along with the fact I hate flying!
I may even be moving schools for sixth form which will be very difficult for me to do but, it is probably for the best. I’m going to have to get used to new buildings, new people, new teachers, new subjects and make new friends. However, I think going to a new school would be better for me as I am so unhappy there and with the attitude my school have had to my anxiety (with some exceptions).
So in summary, it is going to be an important year and that is why I need to make this one count. I want to achieve so many things and I am going to have to do many anxiety inducing things that I don’t want to do. 2014 was without a doubt the worst year of my life and I’m determined to make 2015 better. I know it won’t go from the 31st December to the 1st January and I will suddenly be fine, but through the course of the year I want to make improvements in my life.
I know I’m not going to beat anxiety within a year but I want to be on the way there. I want be get back some of the control I have lost to mental illness. I want to get my education back on track. I want to be able to do things that my friends can but I still can’t. I want to make this a self harm free year. I want to make it to the end of 2015.
What do you want to achieve in 2015?